'I was manipulated, and I guess you could say abused by a man in his thirties and groomed to do sex work, being fed a bunch of lies and manipulative information. I consider myself to be a trafficking survivor,' said Jane Wilde.
iggling to the camera, eyes wide with excitement, the petite brunette leans forward on her forearms as she cocks her head coquettishly to the side, her legs splayed out behind her and the curve of her hips angled for the camera. With a soft moan she lowers her lashes, rubbing her thumb slowly along her bottom lip, then looks directly into the camera with a fierceness that draws her audience in.
“It was all online, but I would meet up with this person periodically because he controlled my money—the money I earned doing webcam would go directly to him, and he would pay me cash. I have no idea if I was being paid the right amount,” recalls Jane Wilde. “This guy, I really trusted him, and I felt like he had the best of intentions for me. But then I realized how wrong I was.”
“It sucks to even call what I was doing at 18 sex work because it really wasn’t. It’s just easier to describe that way when talking about it in a casual sense, but it was an unfortunate situation with someone that didn’t have good intentions. Webcamming was my first foray into any type of online sex work,” says Wilde.A warning sign was how heavily she relied on this man. She was dependent in every way. This man was her mentor, her manager, her paymaster, and the boss. He controlled.
Filled with shame, Wilde spoke to no one. She felt helpless and alone. “I didn’t know how to get out of it. I was very embarrassed, so I kept that to myself a lot longer than I should’ve.” His threats terrified her. The reaction of the cam company had gone further than she realized. “They’d closed his account. It was so scary, and I genuinely didn’t know what was going to happen. This person threatening me knew everything about me. I’d given him my address, my social, everything. He could do anything he wanted.”
“I didn’t want to be a failure—to feel like I failed at sex work. I felt like I needed to prove it to myself.” And, now having moved forward and reached an understanding that her accomplishments are her own, Wilde feels ready to face the emotions of her past. “Now I need to go back and do something for myself which is to actually deal with the trauma of the situation.”However, it would be another four years before she was really able to tell her story—and not just in this interview.
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